Oh, man… I woke
up feeling not so good. This phenomenon rarely happens. That’s why it’s called
a phenomenon.
Ever since I
became I junior, more problems came. First, there is a brutal competition in III - St. Peter the Rock. Just joking! Hehe. We are still happy anyway. Next, teachers have sky-high expectations
from us. Grabe, di ko ma-reach. If only I could ride on an airplane, I would.
Or better yet ride on a rocket to go to outer space, and exceed their expectations.
It’s like “You should be like this, you should be like that. The other sections
can do this well, why can’t you?” Ouch. It’s very poignant. What’s more
heartbreaking is that they always blame II – St. Lorenzo Ruiz (I’m a Ruizian)
for stirring Sir Abat’s anger before. All they need to do is to plaster notes
on our foreheads saying “NOTORIOUS.”
Most of all, my other friends are in the 2nd floor while we are in
the 3rd floor. It’s like we’re isolated from the rest of the world.
I feel haggard,
distressed, and depressed. I feel numb and dumb. I feel like a cross
pessimistic sullen wretch. Huhu. Sniff,
sniff. I just hope that this rain will go away. Rain, rain, go away! I want
to be happy today!
There are two
sides in every story. If there’s a bad side, there is always a good one.
First, I was able to realize my mistakes. Like writing ambiguously like a
doctor. When I was in 1st year and 2nd year, our teachers
didn’t question it. But now, it’s different. I was a procrastinator – rushing
in going to school, rushing my assignments, rushing in reviewing for quizzes…And
I wasn’t a very good leader. Moreover, I learn a lot of things. “It’s better to
be wise than to be intelligent.” “We could not be trusted with big matters
unless we become faithful in small ones.” “You should make ways to keep your
friends.” “Be more responsible because you’re not a sophomore or freshman
anymore…” All I need to do now is to apply them.
Okay, just
breathe in, breathe out. I can surpass this. I won’t give up! As John Ruben puts it, “Bawat problema ay may solusyon. Kung walang solusyon, ‘wag mo nang problemahin." 
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